Do you ever feel homesick? The feeling is quite traumatic, I get a heavy heart as if my chest is not able to contain the heart within. Then I get engulfed in turbulence of thoughts.... Yes, I am homesick...
... I miss home and I also miss the past.
I miss those days which cannot possibly come back.
But that doesn't stop me from wanting them back.
I wish it was possible to go back to those relationships which were purely based on the fact
that we shared the common classroom, and nothing else.
Or where having common interests meant we were going to be best friends forever.
I miss those carefree days of college and the days when everyone elder to me doted upon me for absolutely no reason.
Today is one such day when I am homesick and past-sick.